Hi all

Thanks for your responses
Yeah Zomb, sometimes I wish I could admit myself to a hospital or something just coz it gets so bad. I feel really sick with all these pains and everything some times. I don't know if I can just admit myself to a hospital though, just to clean myself up a bit. I don't think i'm in a mindspace to actually see the ed as a thing to fight against, I don't seem to have much of a fighting spirit no more. I'm alone a lot. I'm soooo depressed a lot. I don't think I have the strength.
Some times I don't think other people (therapists) see it as such a huge issue, even though it is to me. I think they sorta don't know what to do about it. We don't speak about it much. I think i need so much more help than I'm actually getting at the moment! I duno, I'm not trying to blame the therapists too much I hope, but I do think I need something more than they are offering to me at the present. Does anyone have any ideas what I could do

Love

Sezzie