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The many yrs of virginity and staying inside is the symptom of the disease / disorder.... What are YOU actually trying to HIDE from?

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Well, where to begin...

#1 Fear of rejection.
#2 Fear of women, mostly born from my mother who was a BD mistress.
#3 Hatred of self, born from abuse in high school from peers.
#4 Bad self image. Big, fat, ugly... you name it.
#5 Hated of humanity, an defensive measure to deal with above issues.

So, I find it better to live in the virtual world. Where I can not be me, and I can control what happens around me.

Besides, what do you care whether I live or die? Get off about trying to be a hero or something, to compensate for your own shortcomings?