Hi Nicole. It sounds like you may have a good match in your new pdoc. I can understand your fears of being shoved out the door or fattened up. I experienced those too. I think it's good she didn't diagnose you right off. A dx takes time. You must feel like you're on a roller coaster ride, and those can be pretty scary. You are not alone; we are all here to support you through this. Perhaps you can also post on some other forums for fellowship, like the eating disorders forum and the bpd forum. I hope you can find some fun things too to take your mind off of your struggles. Wishing you all the best and thinking of you.