Some people have the problem of feeling too much, they find it hard to think straight unless they're completely calm and they experience emotions with earth-shattering intensity.

I have the opposite case, I'm one of those people who could still think rationally even while being pointed with a gun, having a bomb attached to his leg and watching all his loved ones die in front of him (OK, maybe I'm exaggerating).

Moreover I have a hard time trying to feel, I've progressed greatly in that matter recently but I'm still very closed emotionally, though I don't have anything to compare with (maybe I'm normal and I just want to be more sensitive, who knows).

So, though I enjoy being hyper-rational and having a nigh-absolute control of my emotions, I would like to be able to feel more too.

I've found that after constant and intense exposure my "emotional sensitivity" increases from very cold to somewhat warm, but when the exposure disappears the sensitivity does too! (And it's hard to find highly emotional input anyway, and it's usually very irregular)

Well, I don't have any idea on how to solve this permanently, any thoughts about this?

Thanks.