Hey! I am sorry to hear that you are feeling this way.

I was with someone for a year and a half, we broke up pretty much every other week during this time, and even though I loved him (or at least thought I did) I wasn't happy at all!

After we broke up, I was devastated, but it felt like routine to me and it took me longer to get over him because I was always expecting us to get back together. I know you said that you guys broke up several times too so maybe this is the case for you as well?

You also have to remember that you were with him for a long time so, naturally, you will feel vulnerable now he has gone. You have to remember that he wasn't right for you and that there is someone out there who will make you happy!

Make yourself busy, go out with friends, sign up for some classes and try and meet new people, not necessarily for a relationship until you are over the last one though .

You CAN get through this and you will! This will pass and this time next year you'll have forgotten all about it ..

I hope this helps a little!