It's another beautiful sunny day here. Moderate temperatures and plenty going on in the community and yet here I sit indoors.

I'm getting so tired of one beautiful day after another passing by and me not being able to enjoy them. If it isn't due to a serious lack of money to go out with, then it's the fact that my husband sleeps all day because he works at night so no one to keep me company or do stuff with. Because of his work schedule, the house must remain quiet as can be during the day so no playing a radio and television has to be kept at a low volume. I don't have any family and only one person I consider a close friend but she does not live near by. I have great difficulty with social interactions so making new friends is not likely.

Just a rant, but getting more and more down about the days passing by and me not being able to enjoy them. Seriously starting to affect my outlook. I keep wondering---"Is this all there is for me?" I already suffer bouts of depression for other reasons but this situation is not helping.