Granite, thank you so much for sharing all this. I have so much to say, but I'm logged in on my phone and it keeps crashing so I know if I try to type a long response, it will freeze up. I'll have access to a computer in a couple hours, so I'll post it then. But for now, I just wanted you to know that I can relate to so much of what you've written and it helps me understand you and your struggles so much better. It doesn't make me think anything bad about you at all...not now, and not as a child. It sheds some light on what you've gone through and makes me want to go and pick little Granite up and get her out of that house because she did not deserve ANY of that. I'll write more later, because I have some experiences that hopefully will help, but for now, thank you for sharing this. Hugs to you!