thanks to all of you for answering and offering me your advice. It gives me a little hope when I hear that some people have been in an equally difficult situation at a point in their lives but are now able to live a somewhat normal life. Im hoping to get there too although I assume I will always have anx in my life to some degree.
george h, your assumptions are all correct. I shouldnt downplay it, but I didnt want to over dramatize it either. Fact is that there are difficulties in finding help; financial and personal ones. Living home is hard, because of conflicting beliefs of what is the right approach for my problems. I dont want to stay home anymore..Its making things worse but I cant just run away either..Or have you seen many agoraphobic runaways