I will talk this out with ny GP before any pdoc, at least he knows my name. ENGLISH PDOCS have have has many has six student undestudies that can ruin your life in the swipe of a pen. there medscript writers nothing more, my gp can write scipts but thanks for the idea. I have an appointment in a months time and they wont bring it forward, its my 6 month check an they already postponed it for a month. i can get in the gp tommorow. the ideas are fast running out, i would personally live on 6 -8 mg of ativan up from my 4mg , ads only give me grief with weight and sex ect ect. I was a good looking guy till ads pumped my body into to a blob, If a high dose of ativan would kill the anxierty dead and dont trigger depression like anxiert does i would gladly take 8mg ativan i day for life , why would i want to detox a life saver. BUT its the fine ballance between cronic anxierty reaching depressin that needs to be blocked, plus i would like my body back to what it should be. thanks agin can you see my point. but i dont think the doc will up the benzos NHS orders