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Originally Posted by granite1
i was a horrible child. the teacher proves that also. i didn't listen ,i was hyper,mean, unwilling to work.and had horrible conduct.i was a bad kid.no wonder the mother did what she did. anyway...this is ware i am at now.
.......i am looked at as bad,unhelpable ,untruthful,selfish,spoiled,demanding,manipulative,and much much more......i can't handle that right now.
i don't know what to do. just give up  . |
((chickie))
All these adjectives are yours...not your teachers, not your t's, yours.
You are/were none of those things. Your teacher's comments could have been about my own daughter...who is amazing, artistic and loveable. Her teachers adored her, but they would always tell me that she was a chatterbox that couldn't sit still. And she had a stable home, unlike you. I can't imagine what kind of problems would have surfaced if she was being abused. Eventually, we learned that she needed creative outlets, dance and art and stuff. She blossomed into the perfect student. If your mother hadn't been such a narcissistic idiot abusive fool, she would have done the same and your life would have been different.
These comments and teachers notes don't prove you bad. They prove your mother bad.
