Oh I hated school when I was there. The bullying is so bad. I don't know who raised these kids to be such jerks but take comfort in knowing you are twice the person they are, you are better, you are more kind, you are more genuine, you have depth in you, you have substance and soul. You will be done with school before you know it. I know it's hard but you will be out of there and things will get much easier. Bullying doesn't happen much outside of school. It can sometimes but not nearly as much as at school so take some comfort in knowing it will stop.

Are you seeing a therapist? If you can talk about your troubles perhaps it will make them less overwhelming. Have you looked into private schools that are structured differently or perhaps even homeschooling until you have been able to sort everything out and concentrate better? Home schooling is great because you work at your own pace which really helps for those who are overwhelmed.

Just hang in there, things will get better and soon enough all of this will be a distant memory. But do not let the bullies get the best of you, that's why they do it. They can see it bothers you and they take pleasure in that. Ignore it, show no aknowledgement toward them, and if they wont stop simply say "I know what kind of a person I am, I am someone that is above all of this, I am mature enough to not take my insecurities out on others and I am a much better person than any of you." they may make remarks about that but you better believe it will eat away at them