Yeah, I can get that way too. but I have a lot of anger, and it really shines through during the times that I feel lost. It gives me that kick in the butt to get off of my butt and start living again and to just accept and forget about all of my diagnosis' and put them out of my mind, to just deal with the hand I have been dealt and move on.

if it wasn't for anger, I don't think I would have made it through to this point in my life lol.