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Old Apr 29, 2013, 09:21 AM
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Originally Posted by luckyblackcat6 View Post
Get close friends who can help you to sort out your feelings. Write letters to yourself to say how angry you are. At least that way the anger comes out and then you'll feel better without harming anyone.
Thanks for your post luckyblackcat6. I've had some measure of support from my friends, but over the past weeks I've realised that an issue with friendships has been that I have tended to either be the listener and emotional caretaker for them, or else I've been a victim.

I think this goes back to having to emotionally caretake my parents to an extent in order to get them to be nice to me and keep caring for me - essentially I had to learn it to cope.

So I think at least a couple of my relationships with others are based on that same pattern - where I am there to bolster them and when I try and talk about my situation nothing really gets resolved or it meets with a blank.

I'm only really just processing this now, and am not sure what I'm doing to fall into the trap of being a doormat or a victim.

Thanks for the tip about writing letters - I have been using writing more and more so this could be helpful.