hey coucheroos. i'm fighting some negative aftereffects from my visit with FOO. yeah i handled it fine, and i made it through without going back on meds or calling t. but i sure as heck didn't know it was going to make me feel this bad after the fact. All I want to do right now is go sob in t's arms. But since that would require a plane flight, I'll wait until my appt on Wednesday to talk to her about it and sob on the couch instead. I put down a towel so I won't leave behind a puddle of tears. ha. Seriously I don't know why this is affecting me so. Has anyone else experienced this, an overall decent visit with FOO and then after the fact feeling like crap?! My H says I'm acting like I have no self-esteem again. Lovely. Well I have to go to work now anyway.
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