Thanks DH this is just the sort of thing , stress , that throws me into something. like i know im not "normal" when stress comes on. i cant barely move. working from bed on my laptop. waiting for some important emails and phonecalls then i plan to close the curtains and xonk out. Got little ione to school this morning, he'll come home on bus... i juast wanna rest and be here for my bidg boy, make sure he takes the meds before pain comes on too strong. and waiting to see if money comting through to pay insurance, have to make appointment with orthopedic surgeon ... or the welfare health insurance. hopefully will know today isf the money is coming through - i'm praying!!!! and then prayhing thy'll reinstaite my insurance. 2months late at this point....