Turns out this hospital i went to is "private' and doessn't even take mediCal/medicaid... they also dont take my blue cross even itf i can get it reinstated. But i will possibley get back 60% or something

intake - financial nurse lady was so so sweet - she said they want $390 a s a downpayment, but then asked me how much i could pay right now - i said I think i could do $100 but thats all i have. she said dionlt worry about it right now - just going to have financial aid contact me.

and then his midicine had to go to drugstore to get it, my insurance was declined but it only cost $31 and itf i get reinstated, just come back and they'll repay me.

im not hearing anything yet about the money coming through idk what to do - i want to wait to see if im going to pay for my insurance before i go to welfare office and start jumping through all their hoops - they are even going to make me file charges against both ex fathers for child support, this will all take time and majhor pain in the bleep. and major invasions of privacy from going on welfare i really trying so hard to avoid anything having to do with gov assistance.... but may have to... and then itf i wait too long to get his surgery - cps will come at me with, you didn't take care of your childs medical needs and could try to take my 11 yr old from me as well... here i go in catastrophic thinking, tgonna stop cuz i recognize going into it. just all this stuff in news lately about cps taking kids away from parents and then being very difficult to get child back, meanwhile theyre traumatized for a lifetime.

so going to think positively... at least peacefully... the money will comethrough today or tomororw and i will get insurance reinstated

or... figure out the alternative tomorrow... he will run out of pain meds tomorrow, they only gave 20, and it's 2 every 6 hours... ER doc was very nice, he would probably call in a refill if I explain my weird in between insurances situation. he even called yesterday to see how my boy was doing.