(((((((Apt)))))))
Omg... So good to "see" you!

Lola...sorry you are in so much pain. Splitting up is scary, but you will find you are not alone. It feels that way, I know. I had to spend Christmas alone when h left. He took the kids overnight, and I sat home and cried all day. I wanted to die, it was one of the lowest points in my life. It got better though. Little by little.