Hello I hope you are doing well at this time. My name is Soidhonia and I would like to leave you some hotline numbers that you may call, if you need someone to talk to with your ED. 1-800-273-TALK and you may email me as well if you would like to talk. neohiodbsa@yahoo.com Everything is confidential that comes to this email. The lightbulb is for the fact that you are making very BRIGHT and PROGRESSIVE decisions for yourself and I hope your decisions help many others that feel as you do regarding helping yourself, a\that you may pass on the LIGHTBULB to others and make someone else aware that it is okay to reach out for the help that they need and deserve. Take care. Emai anytime Soidhonia