((( Bipolarartist )))

I hear ya. I keep contemplating canceling my sessions this week (group tomorrow, individual Thursday) because I don't want to be SEEN. After T pulled out a full length mirror on me during my session last week to show me my poor posture, I've totally unraveled....

....I DESPISE being SEEN and would much rather not have that be so apparent. Of course, I need to understand that I'm always seen by others...but that awareness makes me feel sick and wanting to run and hide.