Hello wisewoman, and welcome to the forums here.
I think a lot of people have the same feelings you do. My depression is often accompanied by a lot of anxiety, sometimes bad enough that I can't sleep or concentrate on anything. Not really the things you are describing though.
It seems to be a quiet weekend here, after the holiday I expect you'll see some more activity, maybe sooner. This is a great place with lots of caring people.
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