So I am finally deciding to get some help. I have been dealing with depression, anxiety, stress all on my own for the last 5 years. I have a great poker face, and I just choose to keep everything inside. I just relocated to another state with my parents. I left, because I thought this was going to be a fresh start. I was going to find a better job, with better pay. Finally start saving up to be on my own. Well, turns out, I am miserable. Am I not giving it enough time? I cry almost everyday because I am nothing. I have nothing going for me. I try and work out, but I can't even stand to look at myself for more than a minute. I am not motivated for anything. I am sad all the time, and worst part is I can't talk to my parents about it. I am scared of talking to them about anything. All they do is laugh at me. They don't believe in me. I worry about what other people think, it stresses me out. I don't know how to be grateful for anything. I don't know how to stop all these crazy feelings inside of me. I have never felt this alone. The last time I felt really really alone, was when I was 5 years old. I am 24 now, and I am feeling like a confused, scared, little girl.

What do i do? I feel like giving up everyday. Because there is no point. I have no idea why I am on this planet. Every day just sucks.