well my wellbutrin's not working anymore. my sleeping pills don't work. my therapy doesn't work. my life is exactly the same as when I walked into the hospital 4 months ago. nothing has changed, nothing has gotten better. it has just gotten worse. everybody says ask for help but it doesn't ****ing do anything. i can't find another job, i can't find any friends, i can't find love, i'm just a loser.