I'm sorry you're feeling so sad. I know what it is like to miss something you can never get back. I pray everyday and try to re-experience the good feelings I had then. Sometimes it works and I realize that those feelings are under my control after all.
I hope you can get a little relief and lesson the grieving. Be gentle with yourself.
I hope you can find new friends and I hope you like your new place.
Personally I think Seattle is one of the most beautiful places in the world. Plus there are so many activities available there. You have nature clubs, cultural clubs and wonderful museums.
Hope you feel better soon.