Hi BPN,
I am glad you were able to get time to get yourself back in working mode. I also understand the fear of not being able to work. I know that if I lose this job, I won't have another chance to teach in the public school system. Somehow, after my last bout of instability, I managed to get my current job, but after two strokes of luck, I doubt there will be a third!
I wonder if it is much harder for those of us who provide a people service. There is no down time at work, and we are expected to always be "on".
Many, many hugs, and I hope you can somehow at least get rid of the worry of losing your job. Make this the top of your list with your t!

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