ok i know it is because of my T session comming up today that has me terrified ,but geez i am in such panic mode. my stomach keeps turning ,i'm so angry,i want to jump out of my skin,and i just got up. i am going to a class late this morning so i hope that will help. i am preying that she didnt find those records .but i keep having memories of that time now and i don't want them in my head. i hate all of this. does this really need to hapen at all .i need to ask her.