I felt kind of broken today. My parents were arguing about my grades, and got frustrated, taking about me like I wasn't even in the room (even though i was). And i just stopped smiling. I didn't feel i needed to be happy anymore or to even fake that i was happy. Because nothing ever goes right for me. It just seems that as time goes by, i just keep getting sadder and sadder, and that nothing will be able to help me.