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Old Apr 30, 2013, 11:59 AM
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Thank you everyone for your kind words. I do feel at though he has a lot of instability going on within him Leed. I was seeing our marriage counselor, but I feel as though it would be wise for me to see another counselor Luvinglife2012. The challenge that I now face, Is that I see him on Wednesday nights at our meditation classes that we used to attend as a couple. He was not going a couple of weeks after our separation and then of suddenly appeared. The basis of this class is to be fully in the present moment and to show others basic goodness, kindness, and compassion in order to develop an enlightened society. I feel as though him being there is not genuine and is contradictory of his true actions. He might be there to help relieve some guilt, but overall I don't feel the sincerity. I have contemplated not going, but I do not want to stop doing something that is benefiting my well being. I have been kind and patient through all of this, and I do not believe in being malicious towards him.
Being there with him builds hope that we will reconcile, just only on his terms.