Yes,I've been there.The solution (or part of) for
me was RE-education.So that you KNOW the kind
of signals to look out for,and that you WILL trust what you see and hear.It is paramount this last about self-trust.You DO know what is
normal and what is not--write some of the red
flags you ignored down,get it all OUT of your head onto tangible paper where you can see it.
What you could have done,and how much SOONER you could have done it. Sure,it will be
distasteful,but do it anyway--your LIFE is at stake here . . .trust the self,trust the self,TRUST!
May God Hold You in
The Palm of His Hand,
BLUEDOVE