I'm sorry that things are rough for you right now, and that you don't feel like you have any supports. I am glad you started seeing a therapist though - hopefully that will turn into someplace you can go to for support.

Have you looked into depression-centered groups in your area? Either group therapy, or just social groups? I know that I joined a meet-up site recently and was surprised to discover a couple of depression related groups - they are just social groups for people who have depression. Maybe there is something like that near you?

You said you are not comfortable talking to your friends, and I totally get that. What about family? Do you have any brothers/sisters/cousins/etc that you can talk to?