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Yes hun I did do a Fuzzybear LOL...you made me smile - thank you .

Oh gosh I am in bad shape here hun . I just emailed Tomi and told her what happened too....Mike (my bf) admitted to me last night that he has lied to me for months and months...he has gambled away everything we have on poker machines. All of our savings....credit lines, visa cards etc. I am completely lost here....I don't know what to do. I want to kick him out but am so scared.

To top it all off...he has blamed me for months as to his problems....I kept begging him to open up to me and tell me why he was always gone....I thought there was another woman for a while now as he was gone so much. He bought his mom's bakery last year and there is nothing left even in the business account....nothing at all . I feel so stupid not seeing this. My ex husband was addicted to porn and now my bf is addicted to gambling. What is wrong with me?

I am going through so much lately I can't see my way through it all. With my health problems, all the deaths in my family and now this? I am having trouble coping. I started to post this on the board and then got scared and deleted it . Thank you for seeing me on here though. I have nowhere to turn but here. My brothers and sisters don't speak to me....I miss my Mom so much. I was sitting at her grave this afternoon crying to her as I wish she was here with me . I am scared.

Thank you for being there for me....I am sorry for dumping this on you hun....I just don't know what to do.

Love you xoxo



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