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Originally Posted by Got Java
Icant seem to get anything in my life in order or I just don't want to deal with my issues I been dealing with lately. Just when I think I am making progress one way or another I **** up something or piss off someone to get myself back to feeling depressed or self destructive.
I swear I don't know where I am going, but the path I am heading down seems to be really hard and challenging. I can't seem to get my life together and be happy with myself or anyone else. I don't know what to do and I can't stand to take the constant bull **** anymore with my state of mind. It's just too much to handle for anyone I don't want to deal with it at all.
I'm just really stuck and have no clue on how to make it any better.  |
Wow, you sound so much like me. Doggiedo is right about trying to find something you like to focus on. Maybe a dvd, music, or watching shows you enjoy on the internet. I watch movies and tv shows on the internet to loose myself. And I have dozens of dvd's. Some people don't think its a good idea to watch a lot of movies, but everyone has to find relief somewhere. If I don't watch movies, or find something else to get lost in, I'll spend hours drifting down that black hole. And don't forget we're here. We know what you're going through, and we won't judge you. Depression is a piece of hell, and there's no pretty way dress it up. Please keep reaching out to us.