Hello I am sorry you are feeling this bad at this time. You may be experiencing a chemical imbalance due to the weather change. I just had to adjust my medication, or maybe it could be a physical problem as well have you had a physical lately. You are welcome to email if you wish to neohiodbsa@yahoo.com. I hope you see someone tohelp yousoon you do not have to feel this bad, there is help for you if you see a professional, there is nothing wrong with feeling bad sometimes, it is when feeling bad alters your life that you need to make decisions regarding your mental health and well being. I am going to leave you a hotline number to call if you need to 1-800-DONT-CUT and 1-800-273-Talk for mental health issues. I am not sure what is going on with you, but you are welcome to email and tell me what is going on everything is confidential that goes to my email. Take care call the hotline if you need to talk to someone stay safe take care Sincerely Soidhonia