I know. It just gets hard... I thought my wife being home would help a bit, but we just started fighting over stupid things that i already feel bad about.
Now I have to figure out how to secure disability so i can afford a treatment program for self harm in MO... but proves still take forever and I'm petty sure i will get denied a few times. I'm not sure if i have the energy to fight for it. Not sure i care enough. The hopelessness is taking over pretty fast. It sucks. I just feel like crap... and Friday is forever away.