I've been holding on my reaction to the mirror for almost a week....and it sux....

He probably has no idea how much it affected me, and I know it's my responsibility to tell him. When he held the mirror up to me, I told him I didn't want to look at myself. He kept stressing for me to look at my posture. I did, briefly, and then looked away. When he asked me again, "do you see it?"....I said, "Ooh, nice necklace!"....

I didn't even want to go to group T today because of it....but the rational part of me is saying that everyone has SEEN me for...like...ever. And just because I'm now super aware of it doesn't mean that it's anything new for others.

I can't believe people actually accept having ME in a room with them....