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Originally Posted by siempre nada
Oh no way would I actually kiss her. For a variety of reasons (her being straight and kinda homophobic near the top) But its not just her its anyone I associate with. The person who sits next to me in lecture. The girl that brushes past me in the hallway..its like my emotions are on overdrive. i think I just want to be touched. No one touches me, (hugs,handshakes,snuggles nothing) but then I have no one to do any of that with because I'm a loner. It makes me feel like a ghost. I forget I have a body sometimes..  |
I have never read anything like that.
On the one hand, you seem to be dissociating in that you forget that you have a body.
On the other hand, you just want to be touched which seems normal.
It must be very difficult for you, living with all of this.