I keep being told I want to be a victim the rest of my life. I hate it when people tell me that because it is not true. I want to get past all this and be able to help others. Possibly, have my dreams come true if I can get all that sorted out. I don't want my past or current health issues because of what happened define me.
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I want to be better but I don't know how to get it. I revel in the idea of not living in constant fear and breaking these chains and shackles of bondage. ...
I have managed to find the will to live. I have hope for a bright future although it doesn't seem realistic.
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I don't want sympathy. I hate it when people apologize for what I have been through when they had nothing to do with it. I really don't understand that.