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Originally Posted by yellowted
yes i can definitely relate Claritytoo, i did not know they are body memories, they just felt weird, like i am not incontrol, but could control it if i tried, was not remembering anything visually but was totally concious of what i was diong yet did not want to stop it as it felt so right. I have had loads of these episodes. i usually feel exhausted , numb but very calm afterwards
my body definitely has it's own mind, along with legs that will not move unless my hands move them , no control over any bodily functions down below and my inability to sit up unsupported, my arms and back spasm every morning for over an hour on waking up and everytime i get tired or wake up in the night. all i can do is try not to fall off the bed and wait till it passes
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The part you said about being exhausted after is also what I feel. Has your t given these episodes a name or is it understood to be a body memory. It almost felt like my body was trying to tell me something only there were no thoughts to go with the body memory. Thank you for sharing with me.