Thanks tinyrabbit, sorry to hear that you had a hard session too. I don't really want to contact her again after yesterday, as it feels like i am almost begging for a response, and there isn't any response that she could give me that would make it all better

Mixed up- thanks for your reply. Yes i think i was looking for a reply, just a timely text would have sufficed. But i felt like i had disclosed this huge thing to her and then was cast out into the world..i know that sounds very melodramatic but the whole situation is bringing up some really painful stuff from my childhood and i am struggling to act and feel adult about it.