Hi Mr. Venomous ~ I've always thought you were an incredibly caring person. I wish you'd trust me as a friend. We could talk about anything you'd like to talk about -- if you'd like. You can message me anytime.
It's no fun living alone all the time. I do too, and believe me it can get lonely. I've pretty much gotten used to it, but sometimes it "gets to me."

Oh, my son lives with me, but that's different. I can't very well talk to him about most things. LOL
I am glad you joined some groups. That's good to hear. AT least you're getting out now.
I still think you'll find someone. It might take time, but you will.
Remember, message me if you want to talk. I'll be here. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee