I know how you feel, I had a very similar reaction to abilify(insomnia, panic attacks, etc) & to several other drugs like it. I've taken Saphris too & ugh, it was horrible... muscle spasms, severe insomnia, restlessness, couldn't think at all, etc. I wish I knew what to tell you, but I'm sensitive to medications too. It's taken a long time to find one that I can even sort of tolerate & even then I don't know if I can be on it long term. I hope that you can find something that does work for you, or other things that don't involve meds.