Hello Missy, it's very difficult for you when your parents dont understand whats going on with you. Is there anyone that you know in the area, as its your family home maybe you have friends that are still working in the area that you could look up. You need to talk to somebody and its such a relief when you can do that. Im so sorry that your parents aren't helping you with your illness, bu to be honest parents can grate on you as you get older. Keep posting. Best wishes