Hi

I, too, feel you need to take care of yourself. I can read how worried you are about your family, and thinking of yourself at a time likes this seems unimaginable, right?

You need and deserve treatment and support. I have heard that it can take a long time to come up with the right combination of medication for some people. Do you think that you could keep on trying -- although you are taking meds now, maybe there is still room for improvement, right?

Don't give up -- I know how tiring it is to do battle with depression and anxiety every waking moment. I have lived with my depression/anxiety for 45 years. I am currently taking 150g of effexor every day, welbutrin and alprazolam. I am doing much better since doubling the effexor

Keep on trying -- you are worth it