Hi Claritytoo, unfortunately because my DX is dissociative motor disorder i do not have a T as this can only be treated with extensive daily therapy from a multidisiplinary team in hospital and my borough do not fund this. so much for free health care in the UK! i only got the body memory thing from other posters on here. i have not discussed these episodes with anyone as i just put them down to my body trying to deal with the things i supposedly have not dealt with properly or to my spasms eventhough they are a completely different feeling.
I have no thoughts to match these episodes either, the only thing i know about them is they are kind of controlable to a degree in that with a great deal of effort i can hold them off long enough to get somewhere safe and alone. I can tell when they are starting and if i need to hold off it feels a bit like a turrettes tick which you can feel building until you can't stop it