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Originally Posted by yellowted
Hi Claritytoo, unfortunately because my DX is dissociative motor disorder i do not have a T as this can only be treated with extensive daily therapy from a multidisiplinary team in hospital and my borough do not fund this. so much for free health care in the UK! i only got the body memory thing from other posters on here. i have not discussed these episodes with anyone as i just put them down to my body trying to deal with the things i supposedly have not dealt with properly or to my spasms eventhough they are a completely different feeling.
I have no thoughts to match these episodes either, the only thing i know about them is they are kind of controlable to a degree in that with a great deal of effort i can hold them off long enough to get somewhere safe and alone. I can tell when they are starting and if i need to hold off it feels a bit like a turrettes tick which you can feel building until you can't stop it
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I emailed my t today an explained what I had experienced. I don't always know who will be at session so I don't know if I would have told her during session. So I sometimes email her so she can bring it up in case I don't. Anyway, when I was writing to her I realized the body movement is my body talking to me. Like my thoughts would. Instead it was my body. That is what I think it is. Which would make sense if what I experienced are body memories. When I get the painful memories I don't get a thought with them. Just the pain. The same thing happened with this experience. I just want to thank you again for sharing your experience. It helps me to know that I am not the only one that is having an experience like this.