I always tend to want to be really productive with all my energy. But I never do id rather be out shopping (sounds girly i know). Being in crowded places seems to stimulate my hypomania a lot. So maybe thats why I like going shopping. I also get very aggressive, I feel like its me VRs everyone else, Im always looking around to make sure no one is looking at me. If someone is looking at me, the racing thoughts go through my mind, there judging me, there looking down on me, they are thinking bad things. I can go from being very happy to angry in seconds. I wouldnt even call it anger but a feeling of powerfulness. Like you better not look at me, because i am crazier then you, so dont try to stare me down. And people do look away when I notice cause I make it clear I dont like that. If they did not, I really dont know how far I would take it. But at the same time im really nice if someone is nice to me or asks me for something, even change. So its like I can be really nice, or really mean.

But I always hated it when someone would look at me. So Its my own thought process on steroids. So yes id say its the same old me, just taken to an extreme.

I have changed my names too. Cause I felt like different personalities should be a whole new person all together. I even make 5 or six different names and have a set of clothes for each. Different music and one personality smoked while another didnt. I felt it as an experiment more then something possessing me to do it though...