Have you talked with staff there about this fear of becoming fat? That is what I would do. What made you go inpatient in the first place? Was it because your weight got too low? I can understand how you can pick up on other aspects of anorexia while inpatient. For me it was body checking. I would commpare myself to the other females on the unit, especially the anorexic ones, and long to be like them. Something that my treatment team has helped me to understand is that they will not allow me to get fat. In fact I have reached a point where my dietician is not weighing me any longer at every visit. I am at a stable weight. Do you have a projected discharge date yet? I have to go, but will come back and write more later.