I am the oldest girl in my close group of friends.... I am the oldest and still have not had a boyfriend or let alone my first kiss (I am definitely not counting the times i was molested as a child as my "first" kiss) i feel like the ugly duckling of the pack and i blame it on being overweight... i am 178 and i cant seem to lose weight... i have tired diet pills and protein shakes and meal replacement bars and extreme dieting and excercising but nothing seems to work for me... in fact i have gained weight the more i try to lose weight. most of my friends have tried losing weight since prom is coming up and they have all lost at least five pounds.. i am tired TIRED of being overweight and i dont know what else to do. i dont know what else to do and it doesnt help when my own family tells me i am overweight. i am just tired of looking like this i feel like a monster....