God has not left you. He is right there with you and He loves you. I pray for you to feel God's love and the comfort of His arms around you. I pray that He reveals Himself to you. God bless you!

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Matthew 11:28-29