Idk sis, I don't see any thing "MI" about having fun and enjoying being wanted? Sometimes its just the boost we need. We're human
I had a 1 night stand with a friend once, pure curiosity, there was always this energy between us, so we both cheated on our then partners to get it out the way. Aaaand if I go into detail, it will sound risky, impulsive and hypomanic (you can pm / inbox me if you wanna know) but in all honesty, as out of character as it seems, it was just fun. Some very good fun may I add
Hope your case is the same, just fun, not stupid symptoms, because there's so much more to us and to life than a list of symptoms