Hello, Blue, and welcome back. You've made real progress and please keep in touch
with God. As another has said, He has never left you and is right there to guide you
if you just listen to His word.

Here's hoping your husband will see a pain specialist about the pain in the neck. I just feel sure that there is something that can be done to help that. Give him encouragement to do that and take good care of yourself.

Be gentle with your life from now on and keep in touch as you wish wherever you are.